Tuesday, June 14, 2005
(ba da ba ba ba) I'm loving it!
have been feeling hyper 4 e past 2 days... hehe. n i think its getting better n better. well mayb only 4 a short period.. however, thank god im out of those bad days...
enjoying every single day in sch nowadays, thanks to Sean n e rest for their company. nicknames(stalker... blah..hmm.. so, its not only e girls eh..), jokes n stuff. still feel weird hanging ard with e guys (only guys) though. begining to open up n interact with ppl more after some reflection while lying in my bed e other time. tts gd. dun b too serious, relac, dun give myself too much pressure, juz go with e flow~
so... feeling more comfortable with Sean already after 3 wks of sch. really think tt he is quite a thoughful guy or something. he would get me to join them 4 lec n breaks. e things he does, do not make me feel left out at all at any time. it was totally diff back then when i was still with e girls. 'pei fu' him too. although he is sociable, he also seem tactful enuff in handling some ppl. im trying to learn tt from him.
loving my job more n more. but only 1 thing wun change. i juz dislike tt bar maid of dunno wat name alot! last sat went upstairs to work until i was damn irritated. was trying to make things difficult 4 her too. would give her a slap if i could. cant stand e way she responded to me. asked her 4 help n she somehow could 4get n ignore me after tt. e v first time i was displease with her was when i was trying to get across e bar, she knew i was coming n even asked her to 'siam' already with my hands infront of me, she could still stand there dun move a single step. she juz had to block my path is it? hack! n b4 tt was when i went to e toilet to change n she suddenly came in, tried to b friendly by smiling at her but all she gave was a look, as if she had seen an alien. she is exactly those type of "pretty girl" i would hate coz she give me tt kind of look saying: "hey im gorgeous, im a fav with e guys. c me flirt" kinda sort. ok.. guys r attracted to those stuff. all i can say is tt those guys have no brains!
no more "miss nice woman" ok.
suay or wat, last Sun went to Happy (a gay club) with e rest (invited Sam n William too), n she was there too. wasnt expecting tt, really. as usual, i din tok to her nor even looked at her. tt nite was kinda gd timing coz i had juz finished Bernard's wedding dinner at orchard when Fion called. so my uncle also "sun bian" gave me a ride. n at e same time sam jio me out 4 supper, so i juz asked them along.
tt place was kinda happening n was packed with mascular guys. woohoo~! ... but not my type though. saw some damn eeky? dance n stuff from e guys there. but i can get through with it. e toilet was an "open concept" sort 4 e guys. of coz it is! its a gay club!...i told william. haha. one time i saw 2 guys coming out from 1 of e 2 cubicles. hmm.. so wat do they do inside together? hehe.. curious. enjoyed while i was there. danced with sam n fren. did e "pole" n stuffs. e rest were all sitting there. boring... i could only really dance at e dance floor coz of e lights n people, so tried to drag them out but failed. ={ b4 tt 3 of us were juz sitting ard drinking n playing some games. was kinda suprised tt e drinks there were kinda ex. =} still... i dun mind going back there 4 e 2nd time. after tt went to tenah merah e coffee shop there 4 tea b4 heading home.
din slp tt nite coz gotta do e report 4 my assignment.so bathed n later jio-ed william out while online 4 breakfast at mac to help me a little. afterwhich he drove me to sch. it feels gd being sent ard.. hehe... n about e assignment, i was guilty of not contributing enuff, most of e work was done by Sean, n e other person was Richie. as usual. =X
due to e lack of slp, was at home after sch, sitting infront of e tv, cleaning out my nail polish, i fell aslp a few times (unbelievable!) tt immediately i cleaning most of it, dropped dead my bed n slept till dinner time.
Bernard's wedding dinner tt nite was gd, except 4 e vegetarian dish. drank a mix of red wine, orange soda, tea which later resulted me to have a stomach upset. =} after so long den did i c my cousin's 2 sons tt nite. e eldest is 5yrs old if im not worng. they r really cute. e old 1 is all smiley while e young 1 is always frowning, in deep concentration or something. SO CUTE! im more attacted to e younger 1, coz i like it when he is frowning away looking serious. =X e 2 brothers r damn cute together too coz they look so loving! lol. e older 1 was like trying to kiss his dear brother, n e other was pushing him away. LOL. CUTE CUTE CUTE! omg... i cant stand it! i couldnt stop looking at those 2 brothers tt nite at e other table.
seems tt a few of my cousins will b getting married soon. 2 more coming up. end of this yr on christmas n another mid next yr. still waiting 4 clement's... his 2 brothers r already married so wondering when will b his turn. he juz keeps saying: "no money ah.." n really, he look seriously gd with his gf...
n i juz realised tt im not young anymore. boohoohoo...
so when will b my turn? will i ever get married? =} im keeping my fingers crossed...
10:51 PM
- I need some1, some thing to call my own, coz tts wat brings meaning to my life -
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
Automatic supersonic hypnotic FUNKY FRESH!
im so into RnB now..
had a hell of a time at DblO on thurs with e ppl from Attica n their frens. Fion, Hans, Weiling, Brandon, Alfie ++ drank only a little there coz was already feeling high after going there from MOMO so ya.. better control myself.
almost got picked or something. Brandon was saying there was a 'se lang' behind me at e dance floor. kinda felt it or something coz kinda saw a guy on my left facing me, looking at me or something... n i tot he was 1 of their frens until i asked him -.- . den another 2 guys near our table kinda tapped me from behind. after introducing ourselves i juz turned back ard n din further care much of their existence. =X n really steph (fion's cousin) was a gd dancer, definately a gd clubber too. both of us were like e only ones still "active" after getting off e dance floor. lol. n i think guys muz b wondering y do we girls always dance with ourselves like as if we r lesbians. im not quite sure too... mayb tts GIRL POWER! yeah! lol. juz reminds me of KC...
when DblO closed at 3, shared a cab back with Weiling while e rest went 4 supper (n i tot go back to Momo after tt.. haha.. after which i dun think there's a need. i was shagged enuff already). Fion went home with her cousin n fren too coz she really seemed to b dead drunk. at least not to e extent of throwing up.
b4 tt was at MOMO with william n his sis n frens. saw their creations hanging from e wall n stuffs (they were helping out there, so tts how they got e invitation to its opening). felt kinda weird with them at first (w/o Sam ard) but was kinda relieved later with william's sis's company. a v pretty, friendly lady, made me a bit 'zi bei' only (LOL), but still, felt v comfortable with her. she seemed to b shy n reserved type too so mayb tts y... we saw Fiona Xie, Terrence Chao (is he a chiongster or something? i seem to c him everywhere. Devils bar ++ n now here...) n ++. yeah... it was an opening nite so was not surprised to c celebrities.
drank about half a jug of vodka n a bottle of Bacardi Breezer there. felt a little dizzy already but not tt high enuff to really groove to e music coz of e crowd and e music. every1 seemed to b bz mingling ard rather than to dance. v few ppl were doing tt at e dance floor. e music was kinda mix of RnB n house, some of which i have heard b4 at Attica. 1 thing i like about there is tt there is a Live room like Devil's! n singapore idol, Beverly was on stage doing her thing! not bad at all...
however, was still kinda boring tt it made me took a cab dwn to meet with e rest at dblO. glad tt i did. ;)
6:10 PM
- I need some1, some thing to call my own, coz tts wat brings meaning to my life -
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
Life's been... gd?
something kinda scary happened to me today. well not exactly. i kinda "slp talk" while i was "semi-awake" with my eyes still closed.my aunt was trying to wake me up for sch, which later i still decided to skip lec.
all i could remember was when my aunt was toking to me, i said something like "y like tt? den e drink how? blah blah.. " it was something bout e captain's order n e cash stuff if im not wrong. when my aunt was asking me "wat u toking about? slp toking ah u..." den i juz said "o... nothing nothing", coz i knew i was toking rubbish at tt point of time. slp talking u call it.
i dunno im under alot of stress or something. last wkend wasnt gd at all 4 me. i have resigned e TCC job after long tots about it. n on my last day, i actually quarelled with Zara. i felt so stressed up, tt we should have had more staff tt nite++, n i eventually broke dwn after failing to control myself. it din have to end this way. but hack! i din need to tolerate those shit 4 tt kind of miserable pay. i still dun get wats with this "smoking break" thingy, juz go to hell alright? anyway, it is really tiring to work both day n nite on wkends especially when sch has reopened.
11:30 PM
- I need some1, some thing to call my own, coz tts wat brings meaning to my life -
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Zhou Weiyi, Lydia
27/04/87
Temasek Poly (IT)
[ .w i s h i n g f o r. ]
Hip Hop dance class
e ability to cycle
design course
CASH
Before sunset & Before sunrise vcds
Jay Chou "The One" concert vcd
a drinking khaki
more Mango clothes
more Esprit clothes
[ .f a v o u r i t e t h i n g s. ]
my "rabbit" Thimble
Mu-ee piglet keychain
french manicure
music
KTV
japanese cuisine
Anna Sui's Ooh La Love perfume
Mango rugged skirt
U2 white skirt
lime green canvas bag
e live band @ Devil's Bar
drink
n get drunk
the beach
Bali's Beach & sunset
kopi/slacking ard with frens
