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holiday is here again!.. soon i mean
but b4 tt its e end-of-sem exams. stress. even if im not being debarred (coz of my constant lateness) for e Operating Systems paper (which i have no doubt about it. still waiting 4 e "gd" news though), e results i got back for e case study(assignment), lab test is bad enuff for me to take e sub paper. doubt e marks i scored for e test previously would help much and i definitely wun do any better for e paper in this coming exam.
for other subjects, all i can say is tt if im lucky enuff, i could juz manage scrape thru and get avg grades for this sem. but tts not wat i want. e other day collected my fren's dip cert on her behalf, n e grades i saw was so much better than mine. although im taking a dip diff from her, it juz made me think "do i wanna get all Cs n Ds printed on my cert at e end of these 3 yrs?". of coz not! it will b damn ugly. seriously..'li bu zong xin' ah...
juz had my cmsk job interview yesterday. kinda cock-ed up while in e rm. knew wat i wanted to ask, to say, but had all forgotten e moment i sat dwn in front of e teacher. was to tell her e programs n applications i had created during my "internship prog", but when she asked me, i stuttered. and e worse thing was tt she had to name them for me. terrible isnt it.. =s like how would she know rite? but guess she knows us best. wat else would we tell her besides e stuffs we had done for all our programming (oopg etc) assignments. haha.. but still alrite. was relieved when she said tt i have done fairly well, not too bad... after all e blah blah blah (my bad points). bleah. i pass can le la. bad news is tt yr 3 we gotta present in e lec hall. *glup. can i skip tt? ={
yeah.. i kinda have this bad attitude for learning. "pass can le la". like how far can i go with this "pass can le la". man.. i should b striving hard to b e best! .. eh... kinda give e best of myself i mean...
speaking of this interview, spent $59 on a purple G2000 shirt. happy with it though.. i looked... smart in it. yes i did! hehe (eh.. m i lying to myself? =s) n 1 funny, blur thing i did while i was looking 4 a document bag to go along with e image i was trying to carry. (alrite. e bag wasnt really tt impt) hmm.. how do i share with u.. hmm... better not. too ashamed. too.. sinful! sean knows about it though...=X
and i have to say about this disgusting taxi driver i met while was going back to sch. was already late for my tut and he had to say he have no change for my $50 note. was short of $1 small change and he have to 'gua gua jiao', would not let me off no matter wat. it wasnt my fault to have a $50 note with me alrite! n he had e cheek to say i should have told him earlier so he could turn into 1 of e coffee shops or something to change it. crazy fellow. who would first thing board e cab, ask if e driver accepts big notes like $50? he was trying to b funny or something. even after he had stopped his cab, he din even stopped e metre. luckily i did check e amt n told him e actual amt i owe him b4 leaving my bag in e cab to change e note. was like "ni xian zai cai an ah... wo gang cai qian ni liang mao er yi ah.." shit him la. so i changed for a $1 coin on purpose, walked back to e cab, grabbed my bag n passed him e $ w/o a word(actually i wanted to throw e $ at him =x ok.. dun wanna cause too much trouble). gosh..wanted to slam e door so much harder to let him know how fucked up i think he is. tts e attitude he needs man.
ya.. i ended up 20mins late 4 my tut. -.- anyway...gotta thank e lady from e cafe @ design sch. =)
alrite.. back to e hol mood.
e trip i was hoping to take this hol wun b happening i guess. juz feel like going overseas. soak up e sun in Bali. shopping in HK... or taiwan? but my sis cant take any leave yet coz she have not worked at her place for a yr yet. so i shall save more money and work harder during this hol. ya... this will b e first time im paying for my own hol trip. with my sis... n hopefully some frens would b able to tag along too. cool~!
back to sch. its been sucky these few days. n i wonder how long can i hang on....
there is this guy i kinda admire in class. he is such a gentleman n 'hao hao nan ren' . always holding doors to us ladies (4 guys too alrite) n blah blah.. he is e type of guy tt is so hard to find nowadays. helpful, friendly and VERY polite to those ppl ard him. so unlike those 'xin zhong xia zai' de ppl, who treat girls well only to try to woo them. ahh... wasted.
boooooo... i wanna b in a relationship again! i need some1 to share my ups n dwn, my tots with. make me feel.......... i cant pick juz any1 can i?
girlfriends!!! where r u guys???? help!!!
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- I need some1, some thing to call my own, coz tts wat brings meaning to my life -
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